I didn't sleep well last night, I couldn't settle down. So this posting is just a peek inside my brain, high on submission and very little sleep.
Sometimes I feel like this is all one sided because I get so much out of being with him. I am aroused when ever I think of him, talk to him and especially when we are together. I could listen to him talk for hours about whatever because he has done so much in his life and is highly intelligent. He brings me such pleasure in bed, makes me feel so beautiful and cared for. I feel like I benefit from him yet I am not sure what I give to him. I don't understand the mind of a dominant man. I have read other D blogs and try to wrap my head around it but I just don't get it.
There must be something that he is getting from us being together, because he told me not to make any plans this weekend, that I would be busy.