I am a woman who is submissive who leads with her heart, when I meet a man who possesses the qualities I want, has the same goals as myself and I am attracted to him, I fall fast. I don't just fall for looks, there has to be more to him - honesty, character, caring and warmth. I fall for the way he looks at me or should I say right through me. I am captivated by his eyes, his touch and his words. I can feel he is attracted to my submissiveness because he is dominant. Like an intoxicating drug we are drawn together for the need both crave.
After all the drowsiness of the first attraction clears and real life invades, this is the critical time. The time when I want to be able to put my trust in this man and be able to give myself over to him completeley. This the real test of a relationship when those things that get in the way of happiness show up - kids, work, family, bills, previous relationships, death, stress, etc.
Things that either make you work harder to be together or things you let break your relationship. In the end I just want to know that the man I am falling in love with, the man I want to submit to, will move heaven and earth to be with me, regardless of the extraneous things that interfere. I know he may falter sometimes because he is human but ultimately his actions will show me how much I mean to him and how much he values our relationship.
As I begin to put myself out there again, I hope I always remember what I want and deserve.